Well. That "funk" that I was in has come to a close, thankfully. It was a rough time, and I came to a lot of conclusions. See, the reason I was upset to begin with is because my ex is coming back from Iraq, and I missed him uncontrollably. We broke up a while ago, but it was under odd circumstances and I never really got over him. I thought I did... but this last 2 weeks have proven otherwise.

I ended things with the current BF, as I found it to be unfair to him, regardless of whether my ex and I get back together. That was a rough night. It's really been a hard last 2 weeks...

The good news, however, is that my ex and I are talking and things are looking good. I guess all those people who told me, "If it's meant to be it'll happen," were right. I've never met anyone who has made me happier. So that's excellent

Work is going well, going full time now. Getting prepared for the semester coming up next month and finished most of my xmas shopping a couple days ago. I haven't decided if I'm going to get my other 2 friends gifts or not... I have to assess the financial situation first...

Time is running out as well :/ Either way.

So the ex/future BF is coming home tomorrow. TOMORROW. I haven't seen the kid in 10 months... He came home on leave, but I was at basic training, so I didn't get to see him It's going to be quite the reunion, I know it. I cant wait. I've been trying to make the day go by as fast as possible. It feels like xmas. I guess it kind of is

That's really all I've got for now. Sorry for my recent absence. I was dealing with all that boy nonsense... sigh. Boys. lol.